knight’s sword. . .

always be my baby. . .

 

 

you’ll always be a part of me. .
    i’m part of you indefinitely. .
      don’t you know you can’t escape me. .
oh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby. .
  and we’ll linger on. .
time can’t erase a feeling this strong. .
    no way, you’re never gonna shake me. .
oh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby. .

 

in mint condition. . .

surprise!

it’s me! yes, i’m still alive (unfortunately).  new life. new tactics. AND new hairdo! with the help of the mirdif kitties, i finally had the courage to chop my beloved hair. i have to close my eyes for the first cut though. last time i chopped my hair this short was 1993. nway, i will post some photos soon *wink* and let me know if i should change names, or move to another country!

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waiting for true compatibility. . .

  without inspiration the best powers of the mind remain dormant, there is a fuel in us which needs to be ignited with sparks

 

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misty water-coloured memories. . .

Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose

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me and my wandering shadow. . .

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tooth fairy. . .

 

 

the greatest revolution of our generation is the discovery that human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives.

 

 

 

 

 

work is gnawing away my body and i am spending less time with my loved ones.  being with my girls for their nightly ritual has become a challenge and it exasperates me whenever i fail to attend to them. luckily for two saturdays, the girls and i were able to bond during their dental check-up with dr. izabela. the girls just adores her! i was on the chair with them as they had their tooth checked.  msty's were all nice and clean. jaqi had a fissure sealant. alex had two extractions.  it was strenuous, but i don't mind at all. its really ironic that i work at a dental clinic.  honestly, i AM really terrified of the dentists, the procedures and treatments (blame my mom, dad and tito for my distress - long story!), but someone has to be strong for them.  the girls were thrilled when we got home and i helped then prepare a letter for the "tooth fairy".

tooth fairy (dr. weng) drunk baby and me

summerbeads. . .

[nina @ wowowee] someday

"summery green"

(earrings and bracelet)

5:19. . .

currently drugged with this song. . really love it!!

 

 

i'd be lying through my teeth
if i told you that i'm ok
july came i thought i had it all together
til you said i need some space
truth be told its so hard to wait

 

with one eye on the clock
and one on the phone
its 5:19, i'm feelin alone
if i could talk to you,
i'd want you to know
i'm holding loose
i aint letting go

 

we both know that i could think myself dizzy
right now i'm spinning around
you just said baby dont worry
but i just miss you right now
i said, i miss you right now

 

one eye on the clock
and one on the phone
its 5:19, i'm feeling alone
if i could talk to you
i'd want you to know,
i'm holding loose
and aint letting go

 

baby take all the time you need
cause i just want you to know
i'll be here, waiting. .

 

 

i ain't letting go. .

 

i wander. . .

 

The Lord cannot wish us to be massacred without mercy.

 

 

God is all powerful. If He limited Himself to doing only that which we call good, we could not call Him the Almighty; he would command only one part of the universe, and there would exist someone more powerful than He, watching and judging His acts. In that case, I would worship that more powerful someone.

 

 

Souls too, like rivulets and plants, needed a different kind of rain: hope, faith, a reason to live.  When this did not come to pass, everything in that soul died, even if the body went on living.

 

 

A man cannot fight his destiny - he had already tried, and he had lost.

 

 

Man was born to betray his destiny.

 

 

Rivulet, seek a better place for your limpid waters to reflect the brightness of the sun, for the desert will one day dry you up.

 

 

You have discovered how everything is simple.  Having courage is enough.

 

 

When a man journeys toward his destiny, often he is obliged to change paths. At other times, the forces around him are too powerful and he is compelled to lay aside his courage and yield.  All this is part of the apprenticeship.

 

 

But no one can lose sight of what he desires.  Even if there are moments when he believe the world and the others are stronger.  The secret is this: do not surrender.

 

 

I have discovered that there resides in me a soul better than ever I thought.

 

the fifth mountain
(paulo coelho)