sueñe en. . .
Monday, June 30, 2008when i dream, i am ageless if you have a dream, give it a chance to happen
many of us give up on our dreams. often our dreams slip away without our even realizing it. we get over-involved with they day-to-day responsibilities of being a wife, husband, parent, full-time worker, etc. we know that we are eventful at the moment, but we’ll get back chasing our dreams "some day". we really will.
but then ’some day’ doesn’t happen and it seems too hard to get back to where we were when we were first excited about our dreams. it becomes ‘too late’ or ‘impossible’ to pursue, so we give up and walk away.
but inside, something is still missing. we know we’re happy but we figure it’s the job, or the relationship (or lack of) that is making us melancholic. if we could only make more money, lose 10 pounds, or find the perfect mate, etc., then everything would fall into place.
but how can things fall into place when we’ve forgotten ourselves? our dreams are who we are. they give us an incentive to get out of bed everyday. they are the reason we were born, and our destiny to fulfill while we are here.
mirror image. . .
Monday, June 23, 2008Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within reach of every hand
mother teresa
sophia loren once said that when you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. a mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. my pretty mystery turned 6 this june and it made me think how everything she said was true.
unwritten. . .
Saturday, June 21, 2008
for the past months, i’ve been in this crazy rollercoaster ride, and what a trip!
“ as i ascend, i see the ground below me and rise towards the sky.. “
last quarter of 2007 was sensitively exhausting and it wasn’t easy to let go of situations that are really close to my heart. for i know that it’ll drag me along the way, so i prayed for courage and strength to go beyond. it’s not fair to have someone waiting for you and suddenly realize later on that you really can’t move forward with that person (situation).
“as i reach the top, thoughts are all muddled; trepidation, unrest, anticipation. . “
early this year, i was asked to assist our clinics in marina walk and jumeirah. being away from my best friend really took its toll on me. i miss our nutella-banana-brown bread moments, our endless talks, wedding plans, or simply being next to each other and make fun of anything trivial. on the other hand, i like the fact that im doing extremely well with work, plus a profit share on my payslip every month! on my second month as a “mobile” worker, i got the flu and it took me weeks to recover *pouts*.
“then a sudden stop, all major organs in my throat as i prepare myself for the revolting descent. .”
knight’s sword. . .
Friday, June 20, 2008
droplets of tears. . hearts beating. . a promise meant to be broken. . trying to recover a heart that was torn. .
on the same star. .
wistful. .
hopeful. .
eternal ache for me to keep. .
a knight’s sword awaits destiny. .
for now, i ceased to subsist. .
