echoes. . .

Thursday, March 15, 2007

how a melody could mar one's day. . it's a
mind-boggling, perplexing thing that keeps on playing on your head. .

make it stop. .
making promises is perturbing. .
many believe that what they will see
                  no ending yet. .

many doubts. .
many fears. .
many questions. .
my thoughts linger to an affiance that is chary
          that almost died along with the idle encasement. .

people are people. . .

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

got this from fence

Kaharap ko na naman siya. 

Di ko matandaan kung pang-ilang pagkakataon na namin tong magkasabay sa FX.  Ang alam ko lang na parang sinisilaban ang oras kapag nakaupo siya sa harap ko at nagtetext.  Di ko siya kilala at sa aking palagay, di rin siguro nya alam na akoy nabubuhay sa mundong ibabaw. 

Pero ok lang yun, wala naman akong intensiyon na lagyan ng tulay ang puwang na namamagitan sa amin.  Natutuwa lang siguro ako sa kanyang mga di mapigilang ngiti at sa mga mistulang talang sumisilip sa gitna ng kanyang mapagtampong mga labi (putang na loob!) kapag tumutunog na ang kanyang cellphone.  Naiinis tuloy ako at di ko siya naging katabi.  Hindi ko masimplehang silipin kung anong klaseng mga mensahe ang kanyang natatanggap o kung sino ang kanyang katext,  Hindi malayong boylet niya yun o kaya isang masugid na manliligaw.  Hmm.. kasuwerte naman ng mokong na yun kung saka-sakali.

Sa munimuni ko, mahirap ang ginagawa niya.  Pipikit siya pagkatapos niyang magtextback, siguro para makatulog ng konti kasi mahaba-haba din ang biyahe namin dahil sa trapik.  Pero sadya yatang masigasig ang kanyang kausap at wala pang sampung segundo at tumutunog na naman ang kanyag celfon.  Kaya ganun na nga ang nangyayari, tutunog ang kanyang celfon, sasagutin niya, pipikit siya, tapos tutunog uli.  Paulit-ulit. Buti na lang madilim sa FX, hindi niya napapansin na pinagmamasdan ko ang kanyang buhay sa loob ng masikip na sasakyan.

Sabi nila, iisa lang daw ang buhay ng tao kaya dapat itong bigyan ng karampatang pagpapahalaga.  Tama nga naman.  Ngunit habang pinagmamasdan ko ang aking kaharap na aliw na aliw sa pakikipagtext, naisip ko rin na kahit iisa lang ang buhay ng tao, hindi naman siguro ito nangangahulugan na kailangang minsan ka lang  maaring mabuhay.  Posibleng minsan ka lang mamamatay pero siguro pwedeng maraming beses kang mabubuhay.  Hindi naman siguro lahat ng katapusan ng buhay ay nauuwi sa kamatayan.  Kagaya na lang ng eksenang to sa FX; ang katabi ng kaharap ko ay nagrorosaryo; sa bandang unahan may natutulog, yung isa naman nahuhumaling sa bago niyang Dopod.  Hindi ba maituturing na isang kapiranggot na buhay ang eksenang ito?  Isang buhay na nagsimula sa pagpasok sa loob ng FX at matatapos sa pagbaba mula dito? 

Kung ang isang buhay ay hindi kinakailangang magtapos sa kamatayan, pwede rin kaya na ang isang buhay ay hindi kinakailangang magumpisa sa pagsilang? 

click here to read more. . .

 

baby, don’t you break my heart slow. . .

Sunday, March 11, 2007

have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?

i got that question from one survey. . my answer was : no way i would fool someone. .

to be honest, i wouldn't think of deceiving people - especially if that person mean so much to me. .i don't want to be in that "duped" situation or being lied to. .i really hate it when people try to fool you and is not so good at doing so. .they treat you nice, say things they really don't mean, broken promises. .i just wish some people would stop doing that to me. .

i'm not stupid and i have feelings too. .

 

i like the way you wanted me
every night for so long baby
and i like the way you needed me
every time things got rocky

i was believing in you
was i mistaken do you say
do you say what you mean
i want our love to last forever

but i'd rather you be mean than love and lie
i'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow at least then i would know
but baby you should break my heart slow

i like the way you'd hold me
every night for so long baby
i like the way you'd say my name
in the middle of the night
while you were sleeping

i was believing in you
was i mistaken
do you mean, do you mean what you say
when you say our love could last forever

well i'd rather you be mean than love and lie
i'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
but baby don't you break my heart slow

you would run around and lead me on forever
while i wait at home still thinking we're together
i wanted our love to last forever

i was believing in you. . .

well i'd rather you be mean than love and lie
i'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow at least then i would know

baby don't you break my heart slow. . .

ask me anything. . .

Friday, March 9, 2007

wala naman criteria or rules. .  i'll moderate the comment settings para masaya. . shoot!

first phone in question from karmee i was hoping she'd ask me about myself or cats (not penguins! hahahaha!)

may tuhod ba ang penguins?

they have the same basic anatomy as other terrestrial amniotes, so yes they do have knees, they are just hidden under a thick layer of fat. the fat plus the very short legs make for their strange gait [source: the penguins faq]

from cutieful cheska. . .

what do you call a person who likes collecting socks?

"sockaholic!" [source: karmee. .hahahaha!] hehehe..sorry sis, dumugo na ilong ko kaka-research. .but, alas! i failed don't worry, nagriresearch pa rin ako. .