a single moment in time that changed my life. . .

who would've thought that a single moment in time could change your entire life and throw you in a blissful flux? eight years ago i gave birth to the most wonderful creature that brought so much delight and made me realized that miracles do exists. . it wasn't love at first sight. .i've always thought she would look like me. .my first reaction was "ay! bakit kamukha ng daddy nya?!". .i love my girls, but havin alex as my first newborn was the most memorable experience i've had. .

i organized a party for her last friday (march 23) and we all had a blast! i will never forget what she told me as the celebration started to subside. .she took me aside. .wrapped her cute, soft, little arms around my neck, hugged me reaaalll tight, kissed me and said: "i love you so much mommy!! this is the best party ever!" *sigh* and all my worries vanished into thin air. .

party pics. . . (more…)

i think i’ll start a new life. . .

right now. . .
i just want to be anywhere but here. . .
just let me be. . .

in the light of the sun
is there anyone?
oh, it has begun
oh dear you look so lost
eyes are red and tears are shed
this world you must have crossed
you said you don’t know me
and you don't even care
you said you don't know me
and you don't wear my chains

essential yet appealed
carry all your thoughts
across an open field
when the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
you said you don't know me
and you don’t even care
well you said you don't know me
and you don't wear my chains

she said i think i'm going to boston
i think i'll start a new life
i think i'll start it over
no one knows my name
i'll get out of California
i'm tired of the weather
i think i'll get a lover
i'll fly them out to Spain

i think i'll go to Boston
i think that i'm just tired
i think i need a new town to leave this all behind
i think i need a sun rise
i'm tired of the sun set
here it's nice in the summer
some snow would be nice

you don't know me. .
and you don't even care. .

in boston! no one knows my name
no one knows my name
no one knows my name

in boston no one knows my name 

leave a comment here and i will. . .

leave a comment here and i will. . .

1. tell you why i friended you.
2. associate you with a song / movie.
3. tell a random fact about you.
4. tell a first memory about you.
5. associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7. in return, you must post this in your own journal 

cheerless. . .

somebody please pull me out of this emotional rollercoaster . . .

the kid within me. . .

i love kids. .being with them makes me think that life is fun and simple and that we should not take each moment for granted. .

first kiss

have you ever been in love?. . .

have you ever been in love?

horrible isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. . it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. . you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. .you give them a piece of you. . they didn't ask for it. . they did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. .

love takes hostages. .
it gets inside you. .

it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. .

it hurts. .
not just in the imagination. .
not just in the mind. .
it's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. .

i hate love . . .

choose your own poison. . .

a must-read for every filipino.. nabasa ko na siya lahat…hmmm..well..except for stainless longganisa..half pa lang ng book nabasa ko…i gave it to my tita who is a bob ong fan as well…

love foolosophy. . .

 sayaw muna tayo

what am I to do?..
how am I to know?..
who you are…
seems so true…
all the lies you're telling..
tragically compelling…
i'm a love fool..
and my love it means nothing to you..
so maybe I'm still a love fool..

qu’une vie. . .

trip lang 'to. . bakit ba?! hehehehe. .

il ennuie vraiment quand quelqu'un vous rompt sans disant au revoir même ou reconnaît même votre présence…pourquoi devez-vous le blesser vous aimez ?..vous me manquez, pourtant vous agissez différemment…former votre esprit ! je vous aime mais vous rappèle, j'ai des sensations aussi…j'ai un coeur qui long pour vous, vous savez cela ?..je devine vous sont aussi préoccupé avec les autres choses…je comprends. mais j'ai besoin de vous..désolé pour être si exigeant…j'arrêterai…

de toute façon, la vie va sur pour moi…
faites attention…
je vous manque…
vous occupez mon espace…

we’ll make a brighter day better than our yesterday. . .

i've never liked barbie almalbis' style for singing. . sorry barbie fans. . but this song is definitely a hit. . click here to listen

alone and misunderstood
that’s why i came to you
the feelings i have inside
with you, i can’t hide

i see that life’s a game
get hurt, but who’s to blame
i guess i’m just a child
in a world that’s very wild

where can i find a place that’s full of tenderness
i get there when i close my eyes and hold and pray
that you and i will be there

someday, i say
we’ll make a brighter day better than our yesterday
someday, i say
we’ll make a brighter day but today’s our chance to be there
(this is our chance to be there)

is there a room for change
there are things to rearrange
i thought that we are so young
and temptations are strong

but i’ve got to start with me
it’s hard but let it be
it may take some time
fixing up a perfect life

where can i find a place that’s full of tenderness (tell me, tell me)
i get there when i close my eyes and hold and pray (pray)
that you and i will be there

once in a while, you get down and get wild
set the rain hope so i took some dope
what happened to your start, not a dumb old fun
i had renewed my faith, better not be late
"cause i hate to go back again wasting my life and sin
i got my lord to obey now, so i say now
take a ride home, go, take a ride home, go
back to the father

to do the chance to be there
someday, i say
but today’s our chance
we’ll make a brighter day and today’s our chance to be there