someday. . .

 

[nina] someday

. . .someday you're gonna realize..one day you'll see this through my eyes. .by then i won't even be there..i'll be happy somewhere..even if i can't. .i know you don't really see my worth. .you think you're the last guy on earth. .well i've got news for you..i know i'm not that strong. .but it won't take long. .won't take long. .coz someday, someone's gonna love me. .the way, i want you to need me. .someday, someone's gonna take your place. .one day i'll forget about you. .you'll see, i won't even miss you. .someday, someday. .right now. .i know you can tell. .i'm down,and i'm not doin' well. .but one day these tears. .they will all run dry. .i won't have to cry..sweet goodbye. .

my first post for the new year..

so much drama and gladness..i'm proud to say that i have survived every stone that life has thrown at me..i've pacified myself and made peace with people who have given me so much distress and pain..but,like i've said, it's really hard to overlook the details..i intend to advance my life (with or without someone to share it with me)..if destiny has other plans for me, i would embrace it without any qualms..(though i secretly wish, that fate will not forget to drop me a sign, or else, i might pass up! *smiles*)

i am grateful to those people who never gave up on me..who took the punches along with me, beamed me up, made me realize that there is more to life..people who never turned their back on me..people who love me and made me realize i'm a homo sapiens after all! meaning, i have a highly developed brain capable of abstract reasoning, language and introspection *smiles*  gracias tanto!

i plan to have a resolution for this year, however, what i really need is a get-up-and-go attitude..wish me luck!

i leave you with one of my anthem for last year..i love the song (and the singer, of course..sorry video was removed by user)