can you read this. . .?
Wednesday, January 31, 2007Olny srmat poelpe can.
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rsceearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
if only. . .
i am sick of watching love stories (pero nanood pa rin ako di ba?!) or maybe i am just bitter..i was watching IF ONLY and it was one hell of a tear-jerker movie..arggghh! lahat na ng pwedeng tumulo, tumulo talaga! …naubos tissue ko..

IF ONLY is beautiful, funny. .it's sad, it makes you want to hold your head in your hands and cry your heart out (which i did, really!)…superb acting from Paul Nicholls and Jennifer Love Hewitt (fave namin ni mids!), who incidentally were having a relationship when this film was being shot - it shows!!..
..it's nice if you were given a second chance in life..to live..to love once more…there is this one person who gave me more than a second chance in loving..i really love him for letting me had several tries in our relationship..pero sabi nga niya ".. meron hangganan lang ang pagiintindi ko .. dahil i have to worry about my own situation.."…true..true…
i texted mids and erika last night..and told them i don't want to be in a situation wherein we have to work our ass off and put the relationship on hold..ayokong maging isang imaginary girlfriend in the end..anyhow..all i want is someone who asks me "hi.. how was your day? ".."are you still alive?"…"share ka naman dyan!"…or .."leche mahal kita!"…it's never too late to let someone know you care or you love them..are you gonna wait til that person die or is lost forever out of your sight?
…mababaw lang ako…a simple offline message, short email, kahit blank text, or missed call..gumugulong na ko sa tuwa…nyaaa pampam!. .but there are some people who "systemize" their lives..astroboy..sometimes..people just don't get it..loosen up once in a while..dont bite..
i miss the feeling of *sigh*…i am not being dreamy..but, in a way..it is okay to be dreamy..it is the start of reality…agree?…tama na senti..nakataas na kilay ng mga apo ko..![]()

it would be nice if someone tells you "i've loved you from the first time i met you..if not for you, i never would've known how it feels to love and be loved in return..doesn't matter if you have 5 minutes or 50 years to live.." (dream on trish!)

they say that in a relationship, there's somebody who love more..oh God i hope it isn't me…
it isn't anything you probably haven't seen before, but it works like a charm this time…
. . .

today, today I bet my life
you have no idea, what I feel inside
don't be afraid to let it show
i love you, you love me
take this gift and don't ask why
'cause if you will let me
i'll take what scares you. .hold it deep inside
and if you ask me why
i'm with you and why i'll never leave
love will show you everything
one day, when youth is just a memory
i know you'll be standing right next to me
my love will show you everything
our love will show us everything. .
anal acoustics. . .
i'm very, very active, tensed and hyper these days that i forgot how it feels to be a normal human being. .it was only today that i felt my body's givin' up on me and instead of focusing on the negative side, i browsed through my files and saw this post. .reminds me of bob ong (grab a copy of his books!). .i completely forgot where i got this post. .anyhow, kung sino ka man, magpakilala ka!
Utot. Explained.
Aminin mo. Umuutot ka. Kung hindi ka aamin, hmmm. .normal ka ba? Tao ka ba?
Sa isang lengwahe, meron at merong salita para sa UTOT.
Unahin natin sa english:
-flatus
-fart
-the gas
-aerosolized stool
-anal acoustics (favorite ko to! hahahaha!)
-anal oxideanus evacuation
-arse blast
-booty cough (umuubo pala *dun* — kelangan ng Robitussin)
-bork (ito daw ay ang utot na naririnig pag umuutot sa tubig. Madalas nangyayare sa mga swimming pool o beach)
-butt bomb
-colon cologne
-explosion between the cheeks (hindi yan cheeks sa face)
-fannitosis
-rambunctious rectum (hmmm… parang pangalan ng blog ah! astig)
-silent killer (personal favorite ko to hehehe)
-aftershocks (mga utot daw na sumusunod pagkatapos ng isang malaking utot. example: prroooooottt… prut! prut!)
Sa mga Intsik naman, chou pi daw ang tawag.
Pwede ring fang pae/ fang pi.
Sa Spanish eh foyon.
Sa dami-dami ng pwedeng itawag sa utot, tingin ko pinoy pa rin ang pinaka-creative sa pagbigay ng pangalan sa mga nakakatawang bagay.
Sa Tagalog, syempre utot.
Sa Ilokano, Ut-tot.
Kung slang terms naman, DIGLOW ang tawag sa utot. Meaning, dighay sa low (sa baba). Hindi ko alam ang iba pang bansag sa isang ga-as na pilit nating nilalabas araw-araw.
Pero napa laking eskandalo ang nangyayari tuwing may umuutot.
True story ito. .magbasa ka pa
(more…)
for all time. . .
Sunday, January 28, 2007you've been the first in my life
who has ever made me feel this way
and i will not deny
i'm gonna need you right here
by my sidebaby, I can't wait (come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
let me take your breath away (by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
never will be too late (see myself through your eyes)
baby, I can't wait (until the day I hear you say)you are mine
there's no other one for me
keep in mind
you make my life complete
and tonight
we'll make love endlessly
cause you're mine
you're the one that i'll keep
for all timenow that you're here, boy
i'm never gonna let you go
can I touch you there, oh
do you mind if we kiss real slow
you're my everything
you're my hopes and dreams
baby, you know it ain't no lie
i'm gonna be with you till the day I dieyou're the one that lights my fire
you're the one that keeps me strong
you're the one that i depend on
when my world is goin' wrong
you're the one that I hold closer
you're the man I'm dreaming of
and i really really love you
i just want you to know that
you give me something. . .
*sigh* don't you just love this guy?! *heart* *heart* *heart*
you only stay with me in the morning. .
you only hold me when i sleep. .
i was meant to tread the water. .
but now i've gotten in too deep. .
for every piece of me that wants you. .
another piece backs away. .'cause you give me something. .
that makes me scared alright. .
this could be nothing. .
but I'm willin to give it a try. .
please give me something. .
cause someday i might know in my heart. .you only waited out for hours. .
just to spend a little time alone with me. .
and i can say i've never bought you flowers. .
coz i can't work out what they mean. .
i never thought that i'd love someone. .
that was someone else's dream. .but it might be a second too late. .
and the words that I could never say. .
are gonna come out anyway. .'cause you give me something. .
that makes me scared alright. .
this could be nothing. .
but I'm willin' to give it a try. .
please give me something. .
'cause someday i might know in my heart. .
out of reach. . .
knew the signs wasn't right. .
i was stupid for a while. .
swept away by you. .
and now i feel like a fool. .
so confused. .
my heart's bruised. .
was i ever loved by you?out of reach. .so far
i never had your heart. .
out of reach. .couldn't see
we were never meant to be. .catch myself from despair. .
i could drown if i stay here. .
keeping busy everyday
i know i will be ok. .but i was so confused. .
my heart's bruised. .
was i ever loved by you?so much hurt. .
so much pain. .
takes a while to regain
what is lost inside. .
and i hope that in time. .
you'll be out of my mind. .
and i'll be over you. .but now i'm so confused,
my heart's bruised. .
was i ever loved by you?out of reach. .so far
you never gave your heart
in my reach. .i can see
there's a life out there
for me. .
the first cut is the deepest. . .
sheryl crow rocks!!
i would've given you all of my heart. .
but there's someone who's torn it apart. .
and he's taken just all that i had. .
but if you want i'll try to love again. .
baby i'll try to love again but i know. .the first cut is the deepest . .
baby i know the first cut is the deepest. .
but when it comes to bein' lucky. .he's cursed. .
and when it comes to lovin me. . he's worst. .i still want you by my side. .
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried. .
and i'm sure gonna give you a try. .
cause if you wanna try to love again. .
baby i'll try to love again but i know. .the first cut is the deepest . .
baby i know the first cut is the deepest. .
but when it comes to bein' lucky. .he's cursed. .
and when it comes to lovin me. . he's worst. .the first cut is the deepest baby i know. .
the first cut is the deepest. .
try to love again. .
bluer than blue. . .
Wednesday, January 24, 2007nina wearing bluer than blue from the summerbeads collection at ASAP '07 last january 14. . .thank you sugar mommy sharon!!
nina singing someday with rachelle ann go. . .si mike bisugo extra ulit. . .hehehehe


