niquee. . .

Thursday, December 21, 2006

 

she lived like she knew nothing lasts
didn't care to look lika anyone else
and she was beautiful, so beautiful 
i still hear her laugh like she's here

shower it down on all the young
it isn't so wrong to have such fun

forever angel. .i hope they love you like we do
forever angel. .i'll be proud to be like you
be like you ..I'll be proud to be like you. .

does the sun shine up at you when you're looking down
do you get along with the others around
it's got to be better than before
you don't need to worry now you're gone. .

and when i go to sleep at night
i'll thank you for each blessed thing surrounding me
for every fall i'll ever break
each moment's breath i wanna taste
confidence and conscience
decadent extravagance
never ending providence
for loving when i had the chance. .

 

my dearest niqueelentong aka kalyo buddy aka audio aka mongay aka fellow maldita…

naguumpisa pa lang itong message ko, naiiyak na ako sorry..

i sure wish i could be in pinas to celebrate your special day..sana wag ka magtampo, alam mo naman kung bakt ako hindi makakauwi..ung evil plan natin kay *toot* and *toot* may have to wait til early next year..wag ka tampo huh bawi talaga ako promise..

i still can't believe you're not here with us..naalala ko ung mga late night/early morning chats natin..the way you complained na ayaw kong accept calls mo kasi kaka-manicure mo lang or that u are too lazy to type..the truth is, i don't want you to spend so much money on phone calls..alam mo ba, nagtampo ako sa iyo nung umuwi ka and u went to *toot* without telling us or ur folks..malditang mids and i would love to meet with you and thank you for all the wonderful things you gave us and of course, for being more than a friend to us..and alam mo rin ba, akala namin ni mids dati, si lola nikola and ikaw ay iisa?! hay naku! ikaw kasi eh..ayaw mo magparamdam tapos magkaboses pa kayo ni lola nikola nway, we're really grateful dahil we found a friend (and sister!) in her..(tama ba gramming ko?! natataranta na ako kasi puro luha na mata ko)

niquee…i will forever remember the tears you shed for me when you found out about my past and my kids that you love so much..

i just wish things would've been different..i know it may sound silly, but i wish you were still here with us..we'll go to spain (remember ung plano natin?! ), see the world (boylets included!hehehe..)! ..our evil plans for *toooot*, burn down jake's house how we would associate *toot* as "mongay" and tease lucio kay *tooooot!* i miss our conference chats wherein you would sing (off-key of course!)..my all-time favorite song na kinakanta mo - ARAW MO..how cute! shempre pa, ung mga tongue twisters ni ate arvs na pinipilit mong makuha (tah-pik-OH! tah-pik-AH!) , the secret maldita conference

parang kahapon lang, kausap ka namin! ..i could go on forever with all the wonderful things that we had shared..i have a favor to ask, please take care of ponkita for me..

i love you so much, niquee let me be the first one to greet you a happy burpday!!..mag pamocha ka naman!! hehehe..ay nagpa-cake ka na nga pala nung umuwi si lola nikola
  

 i misssssssssss you sooooooo much!!!