woof!
Monday, October 30, 2006You’re a collie!
No bones about it, you’re a loyal, nurturing Collie. A sensitive breed, you’re always approachable and very in tune with others’ feelings — just like Lassie! Because of your empathetic nature, you tend to be the group psychologist to your circle of friends. Your faithful, easygoing, steadfast personality makes you a wonderful confidant; people love to come to you with their troubles.
Bottom line? You’re a star at interpersonal relationships and have a knack for making new friends and acquaintances wherever you go. After all, what’s a Collie without a flock to look after? Since you’re so giving, your buddies might not realize that you need them just as much as they need you, so make sure not to neglect yours truly. Everyone deserves some “me” time.
Woof!
let it flow
Thursday, October 26, 2006
strings in need of mending
Friday, October 20, 2006
we all could make up an acceptable justification for the wrong we do, but what is wrong can never be right, and hurting others for our own gain doesn’t come close to the definition of what love really is.
last quarter of the year. i am itching to turn over a new leaf. i wanna restore my soul completely. and i am entitled to transform my life whenever i wanted to, right? i can hear someone say “trish, you’re way too dreamy!”
finding someone who will love us for what we have been and what we are isn’t easy, more often than not, people put a price tag to the things they do for us. seldom do we find someone who will accept us for all the things we are, the good and the bad in us. every relationship, successful or not, is always a learning experience. after each recovery, we come out as better persons. we learn to experience that pain will hurt us but we will also learn to understand that pain will teach us to become stronger persons.
so much for finding mr. right or maybe i should stop looking for one and distillate on other important things. but i don’t want to be a hypocrite and say that “yeah, im so blissful with the way things are”. after all, im human too, like everybody else. i get hurt. i have my prerequisites, but as they say, it is better to risk your heart to the possibility of pain than to never feel love again. to love without love is merely existing. to merely exist makes you no different from machines, there is no greater pain than that.
there are times when i would reflect on my life and thought, it’s true that a relationship’s success doesn’t rely only in finding the right person, but also in being the right person. but love sometimes moves in its own mysterious ways. it’s something that we just have to openly and unconditionally accept.
remember that the stars are constantly shining
but often we do not see them until the darkest hours
sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow
we must fail in order to know
sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears
wonderful mistake
Saturday, October 14, 2006
wonderful mistake [fairground]
i have been broken once or twice, walked over fire, got crashed on the street jumped off a cliff, not a feather on my back yet i still smile everytime i fall coz you’re my magic, my superpower, my red cape you’re my guilty pleasure, beautiful insanity you call me crazy, the fool of the town just give me a kiss and i’ll do it all over again i’d stop a train if i had the chance, drive a motorbike to the edge of the world ride a shooting star in a white wedding dress, and blow you a kiss as i pass by i have been broken time and again, shattered and bruised, running on a limb i could spend my life crushed and bent, but i won’t let go of this wonderful mistake
just another random thought
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
life is meant to be lived, the journey is the reward. every day is a little life. i am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all. why is it that we spend so much time fighting for the ones that don’t care either way and too much time fighting with the ones who will fight for us? i shall wait, but not in vain. if love is stupid, i stupid you!
an indescribable gift
she slips into this world, and into my arms, placed there by heaven. she is straight from God, an indescribable gift. as i look upon her, peace and purity fill the air around me. through joyful tears I whisper in her ear: “i’m glad you are here. i waited so long to see you.”


